Lyric

I don't know why I'm here
Only through miracles I'm standing here
Call it a blessing, but it hurts
Always feeling like a curse
With every breath I take it's worse

Through the woods of loneliness
I always know to make quite the mess
I'm pushing everyone away
Once I feel like I should fade
'Cause it feels like the world just hates, my songs


And oh, I lose control of my soul
It shatters and it breaks
And I have no one to turn to
And oh, I want to cry so hard
But I have nothing left to flow
Not even my heart


On a quest to redeem my skills
That's why I'm writing a whole new album
Even if it takes, my soul, my rage
My sleep, my wake

If only I would have my heart to burn
If only I would have something to fight for
But there ain't, a single place, where I can remain
'Cause they always want me away


And oh, I lose control of my soul
It shatters and it breaks
And I have no one to turn to
And oh, I want to cry so hard
But I have nothing left to flow
Not even my heart


Burn it all, all your memories
Fight them all, what are you worth for?
Heed the call, they ain't your enemies
Let them in, find your soul (x2)


And oh, I lose control of my soul
It shatters and it breaks
And I have no one to turn to
And oh, I want to cry so hard
But I have nothing left to flow
Not even my heart